Fate? suffering? death?
Hey, umm, i've been thinking these past few days. ( sorry, no mood for jokes) And i dont think fate wants me to be with you, (or maybe its you who doesnt want to be with me). And i also think the only reason i'm on this world is to live and suffer and die. you would say of course not but, your not meant to live and suffer then die. Every time it seemed so close, like i could touch you, it just slips away.......every time, i tried to talk to you, you talk to that other guy. every..........Oh and not to mention the OTHER bad things happening. (eventhough i cant remember) maybe i just dont want to remember. I cant bear to even look at your face, why? Jealousy? maybe......or maybe more. They were right, the heart never lies, but it sure as hell doesn't give the truth to you. you have to open your eyes, and i saw what i wanted to see, wanted to get.....wanted to have, but can never have it. If your happy, i might be happy, Yes. I'll just have to live with the pain. And hopefully, i dont have to see you again, and forget about you.
Emily i still love you
Emily i still love you